God loves you and wants to talk to you! The scripture is very clear in Psalm 95:7-8 and Hebrews 3:7-8 "Today if you hear...
The great commission and discipleship is from the seed (Jesus all-in-all) that He supplies, that we in the Body of Christ would be fruitful...
Allow the Holy Spirit to help you experience the goodness of God instead of getting stuck in worldly thought patterns.