You need to discipline yourself now, and gain that lifestyle of fasting and praying, so that when the time comes, you are ready to move. It needs to be a part of your daily lifestyle. If you do not have this lifestyle, when the opportunity arises, you will not be able to move.
… and of course it is Jehovah God who sowed seed first in John chapter 3 verse 16. For God so loved the world...
Focus on Him and obey His instructions, and you will have nothing to fear. If you do this, you will always being moving forward...
God's purpose will be fulfilled, whether you are a part of it or not. Remember the seven thousand who had not bowed their knees...